In the spring on Epiphany we plod through the woods as if through a desert. Dropsy sniffs more and I
see less – it’s spring, without the buds yet, but present in the weather.
The wild boars are gone to the morass, the roe deer have left their tracks in
the mud, and the pheasants, well, like the pheasants: you don’t know until you
scare one off. So it’s up for Dropsy to be recognizing our lesser brethren, for
me it’s only presence via sight.
We approach a pond. Once
flowing over the dam, now dwindled, rachitic, virtually dubious, like a leaky vessel, no
longer to be swum across but to be crossed on foot – in wellingtons, but that
doesn’t make sense.
No rustle, some banging,
then silence, and again. I’m looking out for blowdowns – it’s always cheaper and
the hiking makes sense. Some banging, then silence, and again.
The naroids, haberdings
and stainsies all have their time and place, but why it’s a record low of minus
ninety four Celsius in Antarctica and below minus forty and blizzards in the
US?
A hare leaps out but
Dropsy, summoned, leaves it, its tail nervously upright, while above there’s some
banging, then silence, and again.
There’s snow in the
shadows of the obvious January leftovers, but it’s poor, pitiful, and you’d
need to guess it’s “winter”.
Omnia, omnius, moribus
est… Time, memory, toys, tools, pencils – what do you need to find meaning, to
understand things as they are?
We go back through the
mud of clayey memory, more precise than a track in the snow. It’s boar hoof
prints mostly, with some deer spoor, sometimes a hare’s leg.
We trudge on, the clay
sticking to the boots, catching, not like the smooth and gliding snow.
Getting bogged down,
crushing the downright miasmata of the users of this trail, we snatch our soles
free, and there’s some banging, then silence, and again.
We’d feel unsatisfied
when suddenly there’s bang, pop, blast, burst, clap, thud, slam, boom!
The flutter of wings – a
rustle – and it’s no longer: some banging, then silence, and again.
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